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        llarson  59, Female, Arizona, USA - 6 entries
    10
    Dec 2006
    9:16 PM MDT
       

    Been awhile since I was on here. Life is full of ups and downs. Things have been going well. The love I have for Dave and the kids grows stronger everyday. Issues still arise as the kids mom has admitted to doing drugs. Makes me sick to think of how a person could just throw their life away. Addiction is ugly. Life now is full of trying to move on. Trying to escape the past and build a future. I have to learn to put some of my issues aside and just trust in the love thats here. I pray to god everynight to watch over dave and the kids and to let everything work and be somewhat normal. They have all been through hell. When you lose trust you lose everything. When you have to worry about the kids being alone with their own mother how do you deal with that? When one of the kids has a mother and a father and you have raised them for 8 years, how do you deal with that? There is no manual for this circle jerk we are in, just try and take it day by day. Trust in the love thats in this house and in our hearts and let go and let god. Its all we can do at this point.
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        Lostletters  36, Female, Canada - First entry!
    11
    Dec 2006
    10:54 AM EDT
       

    "dear diary...i fucking hate you..." Have you ever had such an experiance that overwhelmed you and you couldnt control feelings that were enraging your body... Words changing your moods. Infecting your body contagiously. You feel like breaking out and no one to help , feeling lost and rejected afriad to go anywhere, afraid of the ungoing rejection that you face from day to day. abandon by the people who gave you their word of support and sercurity. words mean nothing, melt away like the clear liquid on the earth floors. no on knows what love is. everything is a trend, some fashion statement that people must follow to fit in and be in the light of things. go back to the darkness, you were fine now your fake and wasting away from your life. find the true you. get better, flee from this sickness devour the postive and rid yourself of the negative. let the music talk for you if it must.
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        Ashli  34, Female, California, USA - 24 entries
    10
    Dec 2006
    10:39 PM EDT
       

    there is someone in my school who likes me but i dont know who... no one will tell me...they say that i have to promise to go out with that person...im fine with that but i want to know who it is...lol its driving me crazy...
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        meagan  47, Female, Canada - 15 entries
    11
    Dec 2006
    8:46 AM EST
       

    The holidays are coming and the studio is getting a little bit less hectic (classes are still going, but they start winding down a bit for the holidays this and next week). So, I'll have a bit of extra time for about 2 weeks when I'm planning on getting one of my Bellydance Instructional DVDs done as well as finishing choreographing my Latin troupe's (TropiCaliente) show for March. I'm so excited to be working on these projects as well as continuing to get more in shape! There are only 6-weeks until I'll be hanging out on a beach for a week in Dominican Republic so it's time to get serious about my bikini bod. I'm ordering some new bikinis from Victoria's Secret to get me even more motivated to eat clean and work my butt off in the gym. I'm entered in an online fitness model competition and I need your votes! Check it out at http://www.undiscovered.com/html/hotornot_detail .php? id=54&contest_type=H You can vote for me everyday until Dec. 31 if you want! Thanks a bunch! Bye for now!
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        charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
    11
    Dec 2006
    6:22 AM MST
       

    a dragonfly for my parme
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        prdiva87  39, Female, Florida, USA - 26 entries
    10
    Dec 2006
    9:11 PM EDT
       

    okay i have a question: you know that song bojangles by pitbull well he says the word jigga in it and i was wondering would i get into a fight if i said it? my friend says yes i would meanwhile she said the n word so i think if anyone is gonna get into a fight it would be her. tell me what you think?
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        charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
    10
    Dec 2006
    5:43 AM MST
       

    I went to a specifically crafted place. They refused to make me the general. CHARLAX
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        potatoenigma  57, Female, Kentucky, USA - 13 entries
    10
    Dec 2006
    6:13 PM EST
       

    I hate to write.. I would rather give a speech! However, a wise friend told me to write anything down even if it is just a recipe! So here I am ..With thoughts that run faster in my mind than captured on paper, horrible grammer and spelling.. I guess I will see how this all turns out:)
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        Angela Wang  47, Female, China - 73 entries
    10
    Dec 2006
    6:17 PM EDT
       

    My childhood was not interesting to some extent due to various reasons. I was born in a very poor family in poverty-stricken areas of China – Dingxi Prefecture of Gansu Province, where it is so dry and windy all year round so that people there, especially farmers, are very industrious to strive for a better life. So I was being dedicated my role - to help endlessly my parent to do some trivial matters to go through the hard time. For instance, clean the house, feed the livestock, and purchase daily necessities in the town near my home. In fact, at that time I did not understand what poverty is at all. I only saw my parents were always busy with the activities of the farm from early to evening even if they sometimes forgot to have a meal. When my grandmother was till alive, she always shown enthusiastic to her son and law-in-daughter, and said “your parents are too tired to support this family. They are very nice, very great…..” After listening to her instrumental words, I always hurried up to send some food and water to my parents in the crop fields. I clearly remember when I was only five years old.
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        AguilarBaby  47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries
    10
    Dec 2006
    12:30 PM PST
       

    Well today we did a whole lot of nothing. I think you were very tired and kept telling me that we needed to go to bed so we did ALL DAY. We had way too much fun yesterday so today was to rest. You were very quiet today but I suspect that will not be for long. Well your Dad and I have to go to work in the morning so we are calling it a night but we will definetly talk to you tomorrow. Love Always, Mom & Dad
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